They want me to stop..

That's REALLY their advice. Fuck it if I lose, I'm not trying to find the perfect method. I'm simply trying to perfect my method.

Should I stop calling women who are special to me beautiful?? Should I stop being that "perfect, sweet guy" and start being that "dog" that doesn't give a shit about a woman's feelings??

NO. Seriously, I'm pride myself in who I am, and if I'm myself to a woman and she doesn't appreciate it, then fuck it, it's neither hers or my fault. I've been in plenty of shitty situations when it comes to relationships. I'm always hurt when I've been the good one, and this is not a biased sentence at all. I've been able to maintain myself so well that even though it all went to shit, there's only positive words to go in my direction. I show love and receive it back (only to those who have seen my heart and felt it).

Women are missing out. I'm not this clingy asshole who feels the need to find some type of formal completion. My take on wanting/needing a woman is that my purpose in life is to give back. People need to stop being so selfish. If you can't give materialistically, then give back with what you do have. And that's what I do..

I love being a positive influence. I love being the man who can alter a woman's negative perception on men. And I love giving a woman what she deserves. What every woman deserves..

So if you're beautiful, then that's that. I don't necessarily throw the word around, but I make sure to use it when I feel like I should..

If I use those type of words with you on a frequent basis, then you really are a special person to me and should be to everybody else, they just don't realize it yet...Because I can see your heart, I can see that beauty inside of you. Staring into the eyes of a beautiful heart...wow...you just can't help but feel intimidated, happy, energetic, complete, and etc..

If I can't be near that heart of yours, should I complain?? No. I should just keep doing what I do everyday, and that's hoping/wishing that that heart of yours gets acknowledged and treated with respect. That beauty of yours will continue shining no matter what, don't change. Just learn and appreciate.

It's always nice to smell your scent...I admire it. I know I seem like a very forward person, but that's not it at all. I just see it all. I notice all, and I know this.

I'm not a crazed fan. I'm one of those fans who actually cares about the deeper issues other than your work or what your most known for. So a meeting with me, a conversation with me, and a large amount of time wouldn't be this weird interaction in which I feel more than you feel. It's all in the face..It's all in what you and I believe in..




I'm not going to stop. One day, whether it be soon or days/weeks/months/years away, I'll remain myself and continue delivering over and over again. Maybe these people aren't deserving?? Well, I think they are, whether you agree or not. My heart replenishes on a daily basis, so I'm fine, I'm cool, still my sky is blue, when you're trying to make my world pitch black..

Content about my content. Love is beautiful. Again, I'm fine, I'm cool. I will be calm forever. I will be me forever.

And then I continue on to say, Hello beautiful :)

But in the sense that, I will not be corrupted..