Alright Hope..

Maybe I should give up?? Or have I even been trying?? I'm not really sure, but the thing is...

I do see Hope...but then Hope walks away..it's like she's mad at me. Her feelings towards me fluctuate. And of course being the person I am, I allow Hope to walk in and out on me willingly.

Should I be mad at her?? "Not at all, I'm the one to blame, I'm at fault"

Now you see the relevance of One Day Weeknd...wait..I haven't mentioned it on here yet...well, I guess I'm foreshadowing a project that foreshadows four shadows...TAKE THAT!

I wish Hope would comply with me. She needs to realize that I will NEVER take her for granted. Why?? Because I'm always the one that's taken advantage of...all the fucking time!

But it's nothing that I'm mad about. I'm truly and sincerely use to it. So mentally AND experience-wise, I know how she feels...she's just very hesitant, but like all good things, it'll take time for her to feel comfortable with me. So Hope, take your time. I will never see you as a false individual.

I even surprise myself as to how long I can keep my arms open, so I'll be waiting..