I have A LOT of feelings for her.
But for some reason, I don't think I should. We have this amazing connection (from my perspective at least), but there are a couple of constraints in terms of us being able to begin a relationship. I'm not afraid to start a relationship under any circumstances, but not everyone is like that...I just want to say that there is NO possible way for me to frown when I speak to her. The beauty this person has (internally and externally) is incredible to me that I can't help but feel this way.
This is a very strange feeling for me. Not that I have these feelings, but..There's only a few women that can cause me to be nervous around them, sort of like an intimidation factor I experience. But then there's also another feeling I have when I'm super comfortable with someone. I love BOTH these feelings, and to experience both of these when thinking of or speaking to her is awkward and overwhelming.
It's not that I'm obsessed or really (x5) like her. Nothing like that.
It's that I think she's a beautiful and amazing person that I truly admire. Someone I feel that I would love speaking to more and would love treating with my heart. That's all. None of those deep, underground feelings yet. That'd be a bit over the top for me at this point with her lol.
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