The nature of cussing..

Is it "cussing" or "cursing"?? Who gives a shit.

I put to use whatever is in my lexicon. If I didn't, I would be withholding words. Restricting my vocabulary. So why do that??

If I speak, it's very natural. I don't cuss out of anger or in stressful situations. I just do it regularly because to me, it's on the same semantic level as each word in this post.

What defines a "bad word" anyways?? There are actually many definitions to that in which they don't coincide with one another. They are just different viewpoints, really.

I hope that one day, I find a woman who cusses not out of anger, but out of pure naturality :)

So if I cuss in a conversation with you, don't think I'm angry, being rude, or ill-mannered. I just rather be an open person, not afraid of hiding how I truly speak :D

Ableton..

I'm really starting to enjoy using it. Thanks Keith!..

I just wish Suite 8 wasn't $700-800, and it's getting harder to find cracks for these types of things *keeps looking*..

But, in general, these classes I've taken this summer have helped a lot in terms of skill set and mindset in music. I need my break though so I can actually put all of this into effect!..

Here's something I had to do for an Ableton project this week. Not really a finished product, but as much as I could do in about 5-7 hours or so. Might finish it up though :)

Back to the Gmix.. (New God Flow)..

This..

or that..




fak u

Dream..

It's amazing..

So she wasn't Sam..

Well, that was obvious..

But what was also obvious was what lead me to think that she might be Sam. What I failed to see was that she wasn't innocent. I knew she wasn't, but that voice kept telling me otherwise. The voice didn't match the person. But then again, it's not so that one needs to be like Sam for me to develop feelings for them..

Either way, I'm more concerned about finding Sam, but not in the way that I'll go on some fucking scavenger hunt looking for her. I've always wanted to meet a woman the way that Andrew did, and I've said this for a while, although I was never really able to compare the two..

All I want is for this meeting with Sam, or anyone that can effect me the way a Sam would, to be unplanned, natural, and casual.


A simple conversation can lead to a whole world of possibilities. But approaching a woman with the intention of wooing her limits what you can do..

Still haven't found what I'm looking for..

Beautiful..