Frustration is up waiting to stun patience..

I hate giving up when I see there's a glimpse of what can be..

But, whether I like it or not, it's pretty obvious that Temporary Admiration was disguised as Hope, and now that I just removed their mask, do I play along with TA or wait for Hope to come through and make their appearance?? Or just let it go..

I think this will be the last thing I write about this situation if the path continues along this downward road. I think I'll allow these messages to be seen, and the feedback will determine my decision.

But this time, I'm going to present it in a way where I will NOT accept a current mood/feeling as an answer/reaction, I need a solid concrete answer so that I can remove this sense of confusion.

I'm not being as asshole about any of this at all, but at the same time, it's hard for me when I reveal so much and each question thrown at me is answered with an "I don't know" or an excuse to cover up what is truly going on.

One more time.