Today (11/8/11) was the day I said, "Fuck it, I'm uploading this mixtape that was never intended to be a mixtape"..
I NEVER intended this to be 10 tracks long..
I NEVER intended the title to be a "choice": You can either refer to this as "Fictional Love Story.." or "NonFictional Love Story.."...you know why?? Well, I'm not going to spill my guts, but some people know the back story to it..
Each of these songs were written for "her"...My EX...one of the strangest and complicated loves I've had..
When I say these tracks are personal...I mean, these tracks are PERSONAL!
The only thing I'll explain/say about the title is that everything I put into these songs is real...but some of the facts became fiction..and at this point, what is deemed "true" about that relationship..that situation..is completely out of my hands..
I was at lost, but now I'm not...So this isn't a "come back to me please!" kind of thing...She's seen and heard every one of these songs, so I'm releasing this as "I poured my heart out track by track, I created music out of these strong, yet strange feelings, and this is what I have to show for those times we shared"..
I'm not going to rant and be pissed at what happened in my situation, fuck complaining. I'm way past that point. I'm cool, I'm keeping myself busy, and I'm seemingly unaffected.
So when I do post this, enjoy! (my gentleman persona SHINES in these songs lol)
Oh and quick note: There is a reason why the woman in the Mixtape cover is barely visible..that is all lol.
I NEVER intended this to be 10 tracks long..
I NEVER intended the title to be a "choice": You can either refer to this as "Fictional Love Story.." or "NonFictional Love Story.."...you know why?? Well, I'm not going to spill my guts, but some people know the back story to it..
Each of these songs were written for "her"...My EX...one of the strangest and complicated loves I've had..
When I say these tracks are personal...I mean, these tracks are PERSONAL!
The only thing I'll explain/say about the title is that everything I put into these songs is real...but some of the facts became fiction..and at this point, what is deemed "true" about that relationship..that situation..is completely out of my hands..
I was at lost, but now I'm not...So this isn't a "come back to me please!" kind of thing...She's seen and heard every one of these songs, so I'm releasing this as "I poured my heart out track by track, I created music out of these strong, yet strange feelings, and this is what I have to show for those times we shared"..
I'm not going to rant and be pissed at what happened in my situation, fuck complaining. I'm way past that point. I'm cool, I'm keeping myself busy, and I'm seemingly unaffected.
So when I do post this, enjoy! (my gentleman persona SHINES in these songs lol)
Oh and quick note: There is a reason why the woman in the Mixtape cover is barely visible..that is all lol.
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